p.s.: i love you

Had a really pleasant feeling when he actually stood up for me. To fight for me. To not care what others think.

To actually think of me.

To actually experience it first hand.

Ahh. Orgasmic.

A serious euphoria burst.

Nais one! Me likey.

A.

So my balance sheet is not balanced. I’m driving myself crazy just thinking about it.

Happy thoughts happy thoughts.

Sometimes I think I am not cut out for this job. I stress out too much. I can’t rest till I get it done right, the way I want it!

People are all talking about marriage now. Can you believe it? That we are all at that ripe old age to be talking about getting married & having a baby.

Oh my god!

The pressure is so….on

But I’m not ready. Not yet at least :)

I need a distraction. Work get too much sometimes.

What to do what to do?

Bai bai.

A.

It’s your birthday today & I wanted you wish you happy birthday. A nice long heartfelt message..just like ol’ times. But I didn’t want to ruin your special day. So I’ll just hope that you telepathically get my message & feel loved.

Happy birthday, you! May you be blessed with lots of love & happiness.

Love, Me.

I don’t get it.

What’s so great? What’s so exciting?

I’m bored.

Damn you, football! You stole my boyfriend.

:)

The end is here. I am excited yet scared. Such a bizarre feeling. Butterflies in my tummy due to fear & excitement. My heart is beating so fast & so hard that I feel like I’ve just been given a shot of adrenaline. My hands starts to shake like I’m on drugs.

But the only thing I am on is coffee..

Wish me luck peeps. The time is here.

A.

Was looking back & realized how I’ve lost touch with an old friend just because his girlfriend is insecure. I’ve long came to terms that he may never talk to me again even though, the last time we chatted, he said “catch up with you again”. & honestly I’m fine. What’s fuming my anger is her! How can she be so possessive to control the kind of friends he can have? So, he can only be friends with the ones she likes? Can someone paste “INSECURE BITCH” on her forehead for me please?

& to you: I know you are taking her side because that’s what a good boyfriend does. But pls also look & think if she is being inappropriately unreasonable. Sheesh!

K, I’m done ranting.

Baiz!