p.s.: i love you: Archive

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Embracing it with a slight pang to the heart

Feb 13th

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D for ...?

You know it’s time to move on when you are basking in the glory of your boss’s misery & pain. Btw, happy new year! We will make 2012 the beginning of a new chapter. Not the end of the world!

Jan 1st

Dec 24th

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Bag of s***

You are just bias! I hope you will continue to lead a miserable life for what’s left of it. Can’t wait to walk out that door from you! Love, Vengeance

Dec 22nd

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The anticipation of turning the pages of my new chapter is killing me. As I try turn.. Thoughts of the past, the present & the ever unpredictable future came gushing through. “Am I ready to start a new chapter?” I asked myself. “Have I learnt enough yet?” “What if I regret turning the page over & the new chapter is really just dry, plain and...

Sep 26th

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Sense of achievement

Mistakes. Made by everyone. Ppl tell you to learn from it. But the consequences from making it is bad! So bad that it will make/break you. I guess it broke me. The trust is no longer there. Argh! Time to move.

Jul 18th

Jun 14th

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Jun 12th

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Jun 5th

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Jun 2nd

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Project "1 picture that sums up the day"

Launching Project 1PTSUTD. One picture a day for 365 days. Estimated time of completion: 28 May 2012.

May 28th

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May 16th

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Promise

“The one thing I can promise you is that, I will never cheat!” :D I hope so.

May 8th

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All the small things

I really try not to let it bother me But sometimes it does. I can’t help it! I can’t control it. Whenever I am reminded of it. It hits me…hard! But I’m trying ok! So stfu until I learn to let it go.

May 1st

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Wifey

I said, who do you take me for?! -the discussion took place in the toilet. Him wanting me to do stuffs for him- He said, hopefully, by then..my wife. -discussing our future together- fingers crossed :D

Apr 27th

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Nais one

Had a really pleasant feeling when he actually stood up for me. To fight for me. To not care what others think. To actually think of me. To actually experience it first hand. Ahh. Orgasmic. A serious euphoria burst. Nais one! Me likey. A.

Mar 24th

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Of happy thoughts

So my balance sheet is not balanced. I’m driving myself crazy just thinking about it. Happy thoughts happy thoughts. Sometimes I think I am not cut out for this job. I stress out too much. I can’t rest till I get it done right, the way I want it! People are all talking about marriage now. Can you believe it? That we are all at that ripe old age to be talking about getting married...

Mar 21st

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HB

It’s your birthday today & I wanted you wish you happy birthday. A nice long heartfelt message..just like ol’ times. But I didn’t want to ruin your special day. So I’ll just hope that you telepathically get my message & feel loved. Happy birthday, you! May you be blessed with lots of love & happiness. Love, Me.

Mar 21st

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F..tb...l

I don’t get it. What’s so great? What’s so exciting? I’m bored. Damn you, football! You stole my boyfriend. :)

Mar 12th

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Bittersweet

The end is here. I am excited yet scared. Such a bizarre feeling. Butterflies in my tummy due to fear & excitement. My heart is beating so fast & so hard that I feel like I’ve just been given a shot of adrenaline. My hands starts to shake like I’m on drugs. But the only thing I am on is coffee.. Wish me luck peeps. The time is here. A.

Mar 7th

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The bitter truth

Was looking back & realized how I’ve lost touch with an old friend just because his girlfriend is insecure. I’ve long came to terms that he may never talk to me again even though, the last time we chatted, he said “catch up with you again”. & honestly I’m fine. What’s fuming my anger is her! How can she be so possessive to control the kind of friends he...

Mar 2nd

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The storm is here

After so many awesome times. I think the storm is here. Sigh

Feb 25th

Feb 13th

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Bias parents

You know how bias you are sometimes.

Jan 2nd

Dec 26th

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Outcast

Sometimes I feel left out

Dec 26th

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The truth, the whole truth & nothing but the truth...

Dear diary, I think I’m sort of a sore loser! I’m a naturally bitter person & I think the worst of you until proven otherwise. Sigh. Though, at times, I feel like I’m being unappreciative of the things people do for me. Sometimes, I wanna just sit in the corner & cry my heart out! You know all that pent up anger, frustration & bitterness. But that would make...

Nov 23rd

Nov 17th

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Nov 16th

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Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

I text random people when I’m bored. I watch a whole load of tv series. I overdose on caffeine. I type and write in random sentences. Like now! :) Can’t you tell? I am truly, madly, deeply do bored!! My puppies are asleep now & the boyfriend just found his new found love for computer games. Spending hours on it at a time. Yawn. I think sometimes I honestly need a ranting...

Nov 16th

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Rawr Rawr

I hate to admit this but the boyfriend is kinda cute when he is gaming. Shit. I shouldn’t be encouraging this kinda behavior :P

Nov 16th

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Hmm

I am not hard to please. You are not trying to. It’s easy to make me happy. Why can’t you just do it…for me!?!? Why are you worried about what people think or if they laugh? Shouldn’t you be more worried about what I think?

Oct 4th

“I realised as days goes by, I love you more & more. There isn’t a day...”

– Boyfriend

Aug 30th

“I believe that our Heavenly Father invented man because he was disappointed in...”

– Mark Twain

Aug 24th

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J for ...

I was merely showing a little concerned about a friend of mine whom I’ve grown to love & care for! Not in a romantic kinda way but in a friendship/brother/sister loving kinda way. He looked after me when I needed him. Giving me a shoulder to cry & lean on. Talking sense into my thick skull. Making sure that I don’t wallow in self pity. That’s the reason why I felt like I...

Aug 12th

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“Everyday I look at you, I realised I love you more & more each day.”

– Boyfriend

Aug 2nd

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I was there

You know, I was the one who did it. Who held him close & told him it was okay. That he was going to a better place, a much nicer place. A place where he would get his eye sight back! A place where he could run freely. A place much happier. He looked at me. I knew he cannot really see me. But he looked at my direction, as if he understood me. As though, he gave in. I knew he didn’t...

Jul 26th

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RIP my angel

Dear Casper, I think about you almost every minute of the day. I think I’m not use to it yet. You not being around. I miss your late night screams. Or when you were feeling better, your late night cuddles. Mummy misses you, baby. But I hope you are at a better place. A happier place! I hope you got your sight back. I hope you are running, actually you are more of a hopper. Like a little...

Jul 13th

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Something old, something blue, something borrowed,...

Something new coming along the way, perhaps? A business oppurtunity A new house A promotion/increment Will I be satisfied in just settling for one of the above? Can I strike all three of that list? Pretty please with sugar, spice & everything nice. I’m looking at maybe a business oppurtunity! Question is, am I capable enough. Am I taking too huge of a risk?Am I just plain...

Jul 8th

Jul 1st

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Of puppies & stress

Here we are again! Little Casper is not feeling well. The boyfriend thinks that he no longer recognizes us! His owners. His mummy & daddy. He no longer understand that we won’t hurt him. He no longer trust us. It’s his nerves or rather more specific, his brains. I’m trying to keep a brave front you know! To not let myself believe that my beloved baby boy is not our baby boy...

Jul 1st

Jun 29th

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May 30th

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The truth is....

Seriously, do I really have to filter what I say from now on?? Even around you. The one person I am supposed to tell everything to, the one person I don’t have to rethink what I wanna say & just say it - freely (?) The truth hurts, huh?

May 24th

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Random

“Girl, I think your dog is blind. He keeps banging the wall.” “He is blind, daddy!” “Oh shit! Poor thing.” Haha. Classic!

May 20th

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It's over (for now)

Finals are over! Assuming I pass this one, I only have one more left. Hopefully! I’m praying & hoping that there is really less than a year left to this. This torture! It’s funny how I am ranting over the same things I did 2-3 years back. School, assignments, exams, study break etc. I am getting a feeling of dejavu. It’s the same feeling all over again! Only difference...

May 19th

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Here we go again

Another exam. Another paper to complete. Feels like I’ve been studying forever. Never ending. Never stopping. Can’t wait to get this paper done & dusted with forever. Le sigh. It will be one more year till that happens. I’m hoping I can hang in there & finish what I’ve started! I can do it! Stop panicking yo.

May 17th

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It's that time again

I need to rant! So badly! I need to just spill it all out there & hide nothing. But I can’t. Cuz we are all grown ups and are supposed to just suck it in until your body gives up and explodes! Sounds like an awesome plan don’t you think? Why is it that I keep making typo errors while typing? Argh! I’m so freaking annoyed! I think it’s that time of the month again,...

Mar 7th

Feb 16th